Wednesday, November 16, 2011
难眠的一晚
早知道就不要看了。。。
明明已经告诉自己不会被影响了。。。
反反复复,来来回回,
我讨厌夜晚,
讨厌夜晚的宁静,
讨厌夜晚的黑暗
讨厌难眠的感觉,
讨厌不由自主的胡思乱想。。。
慢慢的,渐渐的,
把我吞进了黑暗。
已经好久了。
已经好久了。。。
明明不堪回首的感触,
却悄悄的,静静的,
再次占领了我。
不可以沉默,一旦沉默了,
就会被黑暗吞噬。。。
反抗,挣扎,
独自的战争,
又如何战胜?
沉默。
孤独。
你们真的可以守护我吗?
你们的好意我心领了。
也感到非常的感动。
你们或许可以守护我一时,但不可能守护我一世。
不用管我。
去守护你们心爱的人吧。
去守护她/他,
千万不要让他/她为你流泪。
因为心痛是唯一无法治疗的病。
不用守护我。
因为当你们离我而去,
我就只会为你们的离别感到更心痛。
没关系的,
已经习惯了。
一个人默默地站着,不常是件坏事。
至少不会再次受到伤害。
现在的我,只想一个人默默地保护我自己。
够了。
真的够了。
我已经没有勇气面对任何伤痛。
一次,一次就好。
求求你,让我离开着无底的黑暗。。。
反反复复,来来回回,
寻寻觅觅,寻寻觅觅,
一个温暖的怀抱,
这样的要求,算不算太高?
Amee Sotong signing off
6:14 PM
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Name: Amy Zhuo aka Amee
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