Brain dead.
Body dead.
Everything just happen one thing after another.
And tmr another one.
When one hits the bottom, she really do.
没必要跟他们斗，因为你只要这样做，
你就会降到他们的程度，然后他们会用他们的程度打败你。
Amee Sotong signing off
7:34 AM
7:34 AM
Thursday, March 24, 2011
One thing after another...
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Like seriously...
Totally.
REALLY DAMN ANGRY NOW.
SO ANGRY that I can't even sleep well.
Feel like scolding all the f* and b* words.
Yes, I am THAT ANGRY.
It's like going back to 4 years ago, but this time, I am not upset.
Just pure HARDCORE anger.
YOU don't even know me AT ALL.
How dare you SHOOT ME!
And seriously, I will have forgived if you have come on me right-on,
but all your sneaky ways and making it public,
worst, getting all the rest to be on your side?
I feel TOTALLY DISGUSTED.
And I tried to resolved all these stuff by confronting all of you at one go,
What do you all do?
Ignore me.
One having lecture (ok, reasonable)
Another say you are all right with it.
You know what, I don't even trust you all at all.
I have seen enough and know enough to know what kind of people all of you are.
LIARS.
After creating so much trouble and you don't even dare to meet me to get things clear up?
Ok, fine.
I know what to do.
If things are out of my control when I did tried to resolve and you all don't want it, fine.
I just know who is the next person to turn to.
Getting ready for a battle later.
P.s.: I really never thought that this will happen.
Amee Sotong signing off
5:29 PM
5:29 PM
Monday, March 21, 2011
take a bow
I am back.
I think I will be blogging for quite sometime now.
A great place to let off your feelings. =)
First day back to school after recess week.
How should I put it...
It's like time stopped for you
but the time around you just went on.
Yep. Something along that line.
Spending a lonely morning going to tutorial once again...
before meeting up my friends for lunch.
Then went to lecture and how great of our teacher to start us off by going through our mid-term exam paper questions...
If I can get like 10 marks and above, it's like a miracle?
Thanks, what a GREAT way to start our week. =(
Then another thing happened today.
I was trying to call out a meeting with my friends.
So ask them what time they are free and stuff.
Then one of them send back "I thought I email you yesterday? My free time is ......"
Me: "Oh...sorry I have not checked my email yet. I ask around then update you later?"
She sends back "Leave the decision to XXX (leader of the group) all right."
......
Not really pleased about this.
Am I just too sensitive but she sounded really irriated at me and she is thinking why I am acting leader?!
Hello~~I waited for like days and nobody is DOING anything and this is like due on thursday??
Of course, I am worried.
It's only after I went home then the leader told me one of them had written a draft then we can edit it.
Ok, you can't blame me, I only see all that by the time I get home to check my emails...
I didn't KNOW they have that GOING ON.
Ok, I am so going to wash my hands off this planning thing.
Totally PISSED OFF.
I tried to be nice and take some intiative,
and try to be helpful,
then got shot down.
And there they goes, thinking I am acting all leader or wanted some stupid position whatever...
I mean like totally, why I want that??
It's nothing but trouble. I don't even care about all these titles.
I just want to help and get things DONE.
What's wrong with THAT?!
Pissed off.TOTALLY.
Starting the week with a bad start...
.........
Maybe...it's time.
Take a bow
Oh, How about a round of applause, Hey
standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That is quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)
[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now
Oh, How about a round of applause, Hey
standing ovation
Oooooo, Yeah
Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]
Don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
You really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That is quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' bout'
Girl, I love you, you're the one
This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on (on)
[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry cuz you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best lie goes to you (goes to you)
For making me believe (that you)
That you could be faithful to me
Let's hear your speech, Out
But you put on quite a show
Really had me goin'
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closin'
That was quite a show
Very entertainin'
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow
But it's over now
I think I have an idea what I am going to do now.
P.s.: Glad to get things out with my uni friends.
I think I just need to give myself and my uni friends a chance.=)
Amee Sotong signing off
7:01 AM
7:01 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2011
Anger!
Here's an advice from the devil amee:
To all the girls who are hurting...BE ANGRY WITH THE PERSON WHO HURT YOU!
Give you hell!!
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying
When you see my faceI hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my wayI hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hellIf you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well
I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell
Bust your windows
I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scarsbut
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you looking right at her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark
I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could never feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby,you really,really hurt me baby
Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.
Rose's turn
All that work and what did it get me?
Why did I do it?
Scrapbooks full of me in the background.
Give 'em love and what does it get ya?
What does it get you
One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.
All your life and what does it get ya?
Thanks a lot and out with the garbage,
They take bows and you're battin zero
Ihad a dreamI dreamed it for you, Dad
It wasn't for me, Dad
And if it wasn't for me then where would you be,Miss Rachel Berry
Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn
Don't I get a dream for myself
Starting now it's gonna be my turn.
Gangway, world, get off of my runway
Starting now I bat a thousand!
This time, boys I'm taking the bows and
Everything's coming up Kurt
Everything's coming up Humme
lEverything's coming up Kurt
This time for me (ha ha ha ha ha)
For me!
For me!
For me!
For me!
Fooooor meeeeeee!
Yeaaah!
To all the girls who are hurting...BE ANGRY WITH THE PERSON WHO HURT YOU!
Give you hell!!
I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so tense, love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying
When you see my faceI hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my wayI hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hellIf you find a man thats worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Hope it gives you hell
Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
you look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth the damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell,
I hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well
I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song
I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell
Bust your windows
I bust the windows out your car
And though it didn’t mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scarsbut
but right now I don’t care about that part.
I bust the windows out your car
After I saw you looking right at her
I didn’t wanna but I took my turn
I’m glad I did it cuz you had to learn
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them and don’t mean it
you’ll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile ha, ha, ha, ha, ha
I bust the windows out ya car
You know I did it cuz I left my mark
Wrote my initials with the crowbar
And then I drove off into the dark
I bust the windows out ya car ha,
you should feel lucky that was all I did
After 5 whole years of this bullshit
Gave you all of me and you played with it
I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw
I didn’t know that I had that much strength
But I’m glad you see what happens when
You see you cant just play with peoples feelings
Tell them you love them but don’t mean it
You probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile
Bust them windows out yo car
But it don’t come back to my broken heart
You could never feel I how I felt that day
Until it happens baby you don’t know pain
Ooh Yeah I did it (yeah I did it)
You should know it (you should know it)
I ain’t sorry (I ain’t sorry)
You deserved it (you deserved it)
After what you did to me (after what you did)
You deserve it (you deserve it)
I ain’t sorry no no ohhh(I aint sorry)
You broke my heart so I broke you car
You caused me pain (you caused me pain)(So I did the same)
Even though what you did to me was much worse
I had to do something to make you hurt
Oh but why am I still crying
Why am I the one who’s still crying
Oh oh really hurt me baby,you really,really hurt me baby
Hey hey hey hey hey
Now watch me you
Now watch me
Oooh I bust the windows out your car.
Rose's turn
All that work and what did it get me?
Why did I do it?
Scrapbooks full of me in the background.
Give 'em love and what does it get ya?
What does it get you
One quick look as each of 'em leaves you.
All your life and what does it get ya?
Thanks a lot and out with the garbage,
They take bows and you're battin zero
Ihad a dreamI dreamed it for you, Dad
It wasn't for me, Dad
And if it wasn't for me then where would you be,Miss Rachel Berry
Well, someone tell me, when is it my turn
Don't I get a dream for myself
Starting now it's gonna be my turn.
Gangway, world, get off of my runway
Starting now I bat a thousand!
This time, boys I'm taking the bows and
Everything's coming up Kurt
Everything's coming up Humme
lEverything's coming up Kurt
This time for me (ha ha ha ha ha)
For me!
For me!
For me!
For me!
Fooooor meeeeeee!
Yeaaah!
Amee Sotong signing off
7:30 AM
7:30 AM
Name: Amy Zhuo aka Amee 
