A new heart reborn...
A new heart reborn...
A new beginning...
Special thanks to 'A'
63 small hearts
1 big heart
A and B,
This is it.
Amee Sotong signing off
6:32 AM
A different night...
A new beginning...
It's seem different today.
The night was quiet and calm.
I was enlightened.
To 'A',
Don't drink beer, it's bad for your health.
Just remember you are not alone.
There is someone who have the same fate as you,
There is someone who understand what you are going through.
Don't give up hope,
Don't look down upon yourself.
Because you deserve better.
Don't think too much.
Take a bath and have a good night sleep.
Tomorrow will mark a new beginning.
It might take some time.
You might never be the same anymore.
But one thing is for sure,
Time heals you.
To 'B'
Don't worried too much.
Because someone used to be the same as you.
Have more confidence in yourself.
Fate will find the right one for you.
Treasure what you have now,
because once you move on,
you will never be the same anymore.
A and B,
Thank you for enlightened me.
In turn, be enlightened.
And keep in mind,
We will always be there for each other,
We are not alone.
We might have different story,
We might be different person,
Let's strive hard to find ourselves.
Jia you! We can do it!
Special thanks to...
A for giving me such wonderful presents that make my day...
B for all the encouragements...
Roy, for cycling alone while 'carrying' me on double bike due to my short term leg injury.
The puzzles that I will NEVER EVER forget...
Amee Sotong signing off
5:52 AM
Emo night...
Night...
I hate it and loved it.
I loved it because...
It calms me down,
It helps me think,
It helps me understand,
It helps me feel right.
However, I hate it too.
I hate it because it hurts me,
It makes me think too much,
It makes me confusing,
It makes me feel so wrong.
If everything can be much more easier,
If everything can be much more exciting,
If everything can be much more better,
If everything can have a happy ending...
So much if...but will it ever come true?
A, I can fully understand how you feel...
because I am having the same problem as you...
No, it was much more complicated...
Can I even last till the last moment?
I have no idea at all.
Yet, I believe...
Yet I can't get myself out...
They say you can make yourselves happy or sad.
Is that really true?
I don't know...
and I have no idea how...
All I hope is to stop myself from going deeper...
Praying hard...
Go away, Dark side of me...I hate you...
Amee Sotong signing off
7:45 AM